It's finally Friday! Not a moment too soon. Really need this weekend to just unwind after a taxiing week. I'm supposed to go to Frankie's with some friends tomorrow. Gotta make up for the lackluster laser tag performance I had last time haha. Supposed to have another 'date' tomorrow as well too.
Yesterday was an up and down day so I decided to stay at home instead of going to the office. I was torn between talking to that person and waiting until next week. I gave in and talked to them eventually. It seems like we're okay, things are just a bit icy which is to be expected. It'll take time for me to be able to trust her again.
As of today, I have been on Abilify for a week. Hard to tell, but I can feel some difference. That 'huge black cloud' isn't as heavy anymore but it's definitely still there. I think the rest is for therapy to handle. Medication can only take me so far. It's not much progress, but it's a start at least. I'm looking forward to restarting therapy on the 20th. It's amazing how much it helps to just have someone talk to you, listen, and above all, not judge you for having certain emotions. I feel safe there, something I don't experience often.
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