As I sit here to write this, I find that describing my day is a daunting task. Throughout the day, I drifted from an overwhelming weight on my shoulders, to being ok, then back to a low mood again. I'm not sure why I was like this today, but I'm choosing to believe that it's a shred of progress from medication or something else. Or it could maybe even be the realization that a lot of people would drop everything to care for me. Either way, it's better than letting one crazy selfish jerk get to me and weigh me down. I'm so happy I have Zoe and Chloe as my friends, and just being willing to spend most of the evening with me, if only to watch a movie. It was just the reminder I needed. Yes it was difficult to get through this day. I still get so angry and hurt when I think of what I went through this past week, but somehow I have the strength to force myself to think of other things. Hopefully I can report more progress tomorrow.